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Angry.

When it came down to my connections or my team's, I allowed it to be mine. And they died as a result.

I wish I hadn't done it.

If you could do it again, what would you do differently?

Not allow Future is Now to be targeted.

[That is definitely The Mood]

[quiet and nonjudgemental:]

What would you have done instead? Sacrificed someone else's loved ones? Or stopped fighting so hard to live?

I don't know.

I want my team to stop sacrificing themselves. I'm tired of seeing them hurt. But I don't want to force them to hurt their loved ones, either.

That's why I made the choice I did, but...

I don't think there's actually any good solution. Someone will always be hurt, no matter what.

Yeah.

I knew it was going to be hard, no matter the outcome. But I hoped we could at least play in a way we didn't regret.

In the end, I felt we were forced into a situation where playing without regrets became impossible -- forced not just by the game rules, but by my own unitmates.

We need to talk about what happened, but I'm taking a moment to calm down and get my thoughts in order, first.

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