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we_meet_again) wrote2021-08-22 11:47 am
we_meet_again) wrote2021-08-22 11:47 am
Phone inbox
"You've reached Cobalt, leave a message!"
"You've reached Cobalt, leave a message!"
"You've reached Cobalt, leave a message!"
"You've reached Cobalt, leave a message!"
Re: day 112
[quiet and nonjudgemental:]
What would you have done instead? Sacrificed someone else's loved ones? Or stopped fighting so hard to live?
Re: day 112
I want my team to stop sacrificing themselves. I'm tired of seeing them hurt. But I don't want to force them to hurt their loved ones, either.
That's why I made the choice I did, but...
I don't think there's actually any good solution. Someone will always be hurt, no matter what.
Re: day 112
I knew it was going to be hard, no matter the outcome. But I hoped we could at least play in a way we didn't regret.
In the end, I felt we were forced into a situation where playing without regrets became impossible -- forced not just by the game rules, but by my own unitmates.
We need to talk about what happened, but I'm taking a moment to calm down and get my thoughts in order, first.